Spiral, Musings of An Anonymous Bipolar by Joel F

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Sleeping with The Enemy

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Leaving the glitter of the masquerade ball
this time not cautious if the mask will fall

as you sleep your way to fantasy kingdom
but woke up screaming for ultimate freedom

seeing yourself at the shiny mirror
hearing its voices you question in horror

why a different face welcomes you in the morning
when you know for sure you’re all alone that evening

So you open the window and look at the trees
to prove you’re awake and feel the breeze

unlocking the door and walking to the sunlight
spreading your wings like a new butterfly

but a strong wind stop you and halt your flight
you went back inside and see not a light

why a sudden darkness confuses you now
you just woke up and it’s still morning somehow

you look in the mirror and see the clock from behind
it’s almost midnight you know it’s a lie

you run to the backdoor and see if it’s true
that the sun is gone and why it’s totally blue

until you fell on the floor and see
the mask that you wear last night at the party

but who is wearing the mask you’re touching
when memory and reality are both contradicting

fate is your destiny and insanity is certainty
because you are sleeping with your own enemy.

 

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Spiral, Musings of An Anonymous Bipolar

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Smiling then you frown
Happy then you’re sad

Opposing genes
Penultimate extremes

Jumping in the sand
Drowning while you stand

Unpredictable mood swings
Euphoria on trivial things

Feeling like a switch
Inexplicable rapid speech

Singing ’til tomorrow
Dancing when you see the rainbow

Normal as you look
Symptoms overlooked

As the stringing of the beads
No one can easily read.

Drinking alcohol
Thoughts you can’t control

Biting all its toll
After that spiral fall

Crying out for help
Medicines will never melt

The stigmas that you see
Loud as a wailing banshee.

Indifference to the sting
Love and Understanding

Acceptance is the key
It might happen to you and me.

 

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